I got emotions deep inside
too violent for me to show
here death and anger hide
for you are now my foe

These are some words of wisdom from mike!!!god i hate you so much...damn
Kagabi nanaginip ako na mag ka hawak daw ung mga kamay natn
sabay,bigla nalang daw akong 2migil tas tinulak ka..
nag taka ako kasi nsa gtna tau ng kalsada bkit nahulog ka...
tas kinuha ko daw ung part ng brain mo na nag cocontain ng memories natnt
and i removed frommy brain all my memories of you..
then i ask my self
IS THIS HOW MUCH I HATE YOU!!!<>
Ngaun ko lang na realize na all our lives are screwd up..may mga taong manhid talaga..sasabihin nilang mahal k nila pero di naman talaga...you think youre so perfect..pshhh..heres a message for you!!!YOU ARE FUCKING STUPID..haha...you want to get into a relationship with out commitment man thats fucking dumb.well go waste your time drooling over HIM..i would never get mad at him..coz he's my bestfriend and i trust him more than you..haha!!call me evil but its true..if only i cud curse my whole life to never fall in,love to girl like you!!..those nights when i attempted to kill my self were all because of you..sana pag bayaran mo lahat ng mga gnawa mo..sana wala ng ma inlove sau...SIGURO NGA SOBRANG NABULAG AKO..shit kung alam ko lang pala na pinag sisinungalingan mo na ako nung simula pa lang sana pala nag pakamatay na lang ako...If i attempt to kill my self..first ill call you..and ask you to meet me in a feild..you should wear green...haha...and when i take my heart out and i bleed so much gus2 ko maligo ka sa dugo ko..haha!!>:)...SHIT THIS IS GETTING MORBID!1

but there still something good in me..THANKS FOR CHANGING ME! RAE!!
niloko mo lang ako kaya ganun!!SCREW THIS WORLD!!!