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animal cruelty is punishable by law :))

2009-04-30T22:57:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, at around 2pm. Naka ranas ako ng people power.. YEAH!! literal PEOPLE POWER!!
I was eating my merienda, and I don't want to be disturbed when I am enjoying my food. There I was, sitting on my sofa watching NBA tas AMP YAN! may nagkakagulo sa labas ng house! sabi ng mom ko tignan ko baka daw may pumasok bigla sa house namin. So, being the responsible panganay that I am, tinignan ko. May asong tumatakbo sa roofdeck XD parang wild horse yun parang sa mga movies.. :)) tapos ung isa naming neighbor na parang adik na laging nag aangas nakatayo sa taas ng chair tapos sumisigaw na parang bakla :)) may hawak pa siyang walis (as if naman may magagawa yun) pang hampas nya siguro. After mga 5 mins ng kakatawa ko at kakasigaw nila may dumating na reinforcements. Umakyat yung mga guard namin ng walang dala-dala XD feeling astig :)) sabi nga nila laging huli ang mga pulis pag may kaguluhan. Edi aynun successful nilang napababa yung aso. EVERYONE THOUGHT THAT THIS WAS OVER.pero mali sila.. Bumaba yung aso sa 1st floor, tapos dun nag hasik ng lagim :)) [kwento nalang to sakn, itong part na to] So, anyway. Pinalabas na nila ng building yung aso. Tas sa kalsada na nang-gulo :)) Nakagat pala yung neighbor ko na super taba. Sabi ng mom ko, "Siguro akala nung aso pata yung legs nya" LOL!! Ayun, nag simula ang people power. Karamihan ng tao sa street namin nasa kalye, hinahabol yung aso. Hinahabol lang take-note! Finally may naka-stun na dun sa aso at dun na nila pinukpok ng pinukpk hanggang sa ma deads. Dapat tatawag ako ng PAWS at PETA baka maging bayani ako tapos ma news pa :)) Akala ko rin baka dumating ung mga babaeng nag popose ng hubad para sa mga ad ng PETA :)) bayani na may chicks pa XD Anyway, tinanggal nila ung ulo ng aso.. tapos dun na nagtatapos :))

goodnight

woah...late update...haha

2008-01-29T03:39:00.002-08:00

nag update lang ako kasi wlang magawa....

astig SHS fair...

maganda ung eloc namin...pota kung sino ung makaka 1st tangina xa mamatay na xa....

woah...late update...haha

2008-01-29T03:39:00.001-08:00

woh.. :D

2007-12-17T03:08:00.000-08:00

nakaaadik tlga shibal haha :D i already knew them b4 pero ngaun lang tlga ako na hook sakanila..un everythings magic nag pa abnormal sakn :Dhaha...here's a part of the song :D

So hear this please
And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly
And look for the stars as the sun goes down
Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound
Everything, everything's magic at least sila di sila sell out...kng anu ung sound nila dati...ganun parn...haha!!ayoko ung mga nagiiba ng sound para lang kumita ng pera.haha!!cool pa pang chillax ung sound tlga...haha!!!

okie isa pang..nakakagago.. underoath...para maiba naman mejo nakaksawa nrn mga rhcp and other shiz...i respect them..LOL!magaling!!pero bagong hilig naman..haha!!!cool tlga underoath...di ko lang alam siguro pag gabi nakikiig ako sakanlia mas nakaka2log ako...!!!!

un lang mga pyongshinbal!!haha!!!

okie...super late update of mah blog...

2007-11-20T04:27:00.000-08:00

dammn it!!!sobrang tagal ko na di naoopen ung blog ko!...haha!!WELL..anu mga ngyari
1st ung fair...this shit is super old na!!tangina...hahah!!!well rakkkk owwwnnnn un day na un...tugtog kami...sila rocky...sila max and friends band..haha!!(sori di ko alam name nu eh)
tapos...un booth namin cool and rakk ownnn....

skip skip skip....

fast forward to last saturday...

we celebrated peng's birthday...well party nlng to...haha!!!!
nag start ung day.,...nag meet up kaming mga guys sa save more...tas straight to trinoma....
dapat manunuod kmi ng chick flick or beowulf...but WTF ung line dun sobrang haba...parang may rally sa sinehan..haha!!!nag dota nalng kami...una nag quit kami ni mike...pero nung second game.... PAWWWWWWNEEEEEDDDD kau pao!!!haha!!!
then un nag meet up na rin kami nila les...then straight to peng's haus...haha

we were worried na wlang drinks nun...kasi it wont be a peng party with out drinks...haha!!!
so daan kami ni pao at les sa drews....to buy drinks...may lasing pang babae!!!!

so may mga surprising guests si peng...nandun ung VOLTES 5..haha!!sila mark m...kasama pa si john...LOL!XDtapos un drink drink and drink...may astig nga kaming drink eh...WEE WEE!@!!
haha!!lkas tama grabe...sakit sa lalamunan!!!haha!!!well some of us were slightly...u know what...haha!!!well un lang mga happenings,.....

watahelll..i sucked bigtime!

2007-08-26T12:39:00.000-07:00

natapos narn ung potanginang elocution na un....gahhdd...i spent like a whole freaking day practicing the fucking peice..it almost gave me asthma sa sobrang kaka lakas ng voice ko whjile practicing..i literally ran out of air..i almost barffed sa harap ng mom ko while practicing...tae,KINABAG ako sobraaa!!!...haha!! :D

well,nung day na nung eloc...i think nag pay off naman ung kakapraktis ko..haha
sabi nung mother piggy..maganda daw performance ko...well i doubt it..i sucked!!haha!

Saturday...NOLI PLAY!another thing that sucked...i felt na nasayang lang ung 180 pesos ko...pang movie ko nlng un.or pang kain..ampf..sayang tlga....well the maria clara girl was pretty cute..haha!!pero mas cute parn si *"A"hem/COUGH* hahaha!!well after nung gay play na un...nag trinoma ako..with PAOPENG,AVY,EMERY,RENREN..haha!nilibre kami nung mom ni ren..THANKS!!...okie na un...less un gastos ko!hahaha!!..dapat mag dadate kami ni....kaso kulkang sa time kaya nxt time nlng..kahit na wlang kwenta ung play..masaya parn naman ung day ko kasi kasama ko si AVY..haha!!COOL NO...well lahat sila nagpasaya sakn..haha!

wla namang pakialamanan oh!

2007-08-23T01:54:00.000-07:00

oi mga gago...wla namang pakialamanan ng buhay oh...kanyakanyang trip lang yan...haha!!

nice one

2007-08-19T23:24:00.000-07:00

woh....exam week na next week...badtripfff...daming projects

1.ENGLISH NEWSPAPER THINGGY
2.ELOCUTION
3.THE POSTER SHIAT
4.Ung EBAK NA MGA TRIANGLE!!!

sa 4 na yan...mejo ndi pa accomplished lahat..sobrang nakakatamad na eh...
tapos exam week....damn sobra...ung triangle..pota panu ba ginagawa un./..nakakbwisit na eh!!
tapos sa wed pala.. may game kami laban sa trinity...facK!!home court..pero wala tatalunin namin yun..

mejo nakakabwist din..natalo kami!!!pero ok lang..babawi kami sa lahat ng natitirang games
lalo na ung JCA dudurugin namin un!!

masaya naman ako ngaun..haha!!thanks to you!

FINALLY!!

2007-07-23T02:58:00.001-07:00

once again masaya nnman ako...i finally told her na i love her na!i never really expected that all of this would happen...pero sa tingin ko tlga mas ok ngayon..haha!and i mean this...i really love her like id kill anyone if needed...i think some of my friends know kung sino na tinutukoy ko...

every night i think of her...tapos parang gus2 ko lagi ko xang kasama..kasi ang saya ng feeling pag kasama ko xa...i feel really special..pag kasama ko xa eh..

here's how it went...nung saturday we were at mark d's house...doing all our projects and stuff....
mejo tinopak ako at nag decide na sabihin na sakanya...
una mejo nahihiya ako...ndi ako nag sasalita..tapos un sinabi ko na rn...kasi feeling ko makakabuti pag sinabi ko na...:D...well tapos after sinabi narn nya sakn...na ganun din ako sakanya...

wataf!!

2007-07-09T03:31:00.000-07:00

tangina...ampd kanina sa school..haha!!goodnews first...im officially part ng varsity team namin..wuhooo achievement..haha!!astig finally part narn ako ng basketball team...ayos na un..haha!!tapos na buo ung band namin sa music jam...

lets get on with the day...kaninang snacks..mern koreano at pinoy na nag aaway..man ung pinoy sobrang liit...as in pat patin na ewan...kawawa un kung ako naka away nya..haha!tapos mejo nag cool down sila..pero kami prinovoke pa namin...cheer kami ng cheer..as in wuhoooo!!! =)) ang galing namin no...kaso too bad everything had to end ng tiniggil sila...fack dapat di tinitigilan ung ganun...parang ufc un live...haha! =))....sayang tlga...nakakatwa pa naman sila tignan..mukang mga baklang nag hahampasan...tapos nung english.."benjamin Franklin was born on Jan 17 1706..."
the significance is....gahh NVM....bsta it appeared ng sobrang daming times pa...nakakainis lang..haha!

well un lang mga ngyari tlga...pero mern tlga akong urge na sugatan ko sarili ko sobra...haha!!!
btw...la na akong braces wuhooooo... =))

isa pa pala...halos di makaalis si avee kanina kasi ayaw nyang sinasamahan ko xa.haha!!

AMP!nag start na tlga ung school year

2007-06-15T18:27:00.000-07:00

haha...nag start na ung school year...masaya madaming bagong faces...new friends to make..madami din nawala..awwww...pero masaya naman so far..pero still cant tell it has just been 3 effing days...LOL!daming koreano..pero di ung tipong kupal na mambubugbog na ewan..ang kukulet nila sobra..one's william ang bait nya...sobra..ang tangkad din nya..si jack naman mejo wacko mag isip pero sobrang fun...si eric naman sobrang wacko may mga prosti daw xa haha!!si mark im...astig cool sobra.si paolo naman he's not korean...he was my former classmate sa admu..haha..si yvette naman...ah new girl...she's pretty....malay lang?still cant tell..haha..wla na si nico at edward..pero buo parn ang banda...aun malakas parn mgasar.haha!!un palang pero grabe tangina ung comp at pe teacher namin napapamura!un lang!amp..si FEB pa pala...bago naming friend..ang galing nya mag gitara,mag bass...amp tinatanung ako kung ako daw ba best drummer?haha!LOL!!tangina cancel the heartthrob shit...haha!!!

school starts in 2days

2007-06-10T19:26:00.000-07:00

ughhhh...school is starting again..somehow im excited pero may part na hindi...excited ako because ill get to hang out with my band..barkada...again..not about the band part kasi nagkikita naman kami nung summer..haha..thats the only exciting part..LOL!hindi,because another 10 months of suffering at pagsakit ng ulo dahil sa mga effing projects and assignments most especially mga quiz at exams..

woh,3rd year na ako...there are many things i look forward to..1 is ung fair kahit mern last year bsta gus2 ko magka fair..kasi akakatugtog ulit kami..2nd ung club..sana music jam na ako pati si mike..most of all ung PROM..woh..astig sana mern nga..un lang naman...dami food dun..yehhhh!!!saya nun...tsaka makakatugtog din kami..LOL!...tapos ung battle..potangina di nagkaron last year..badtrip na badtrip kami nun...gus2 nanamin papatay si...secret...LOL

bsta yan lang mga things na inaabangan ko..isa pa pala..for sure this years going to be hella fun..kasi one of my classmates b4 sa admu..classmate namin ngaun..astig xa sobra!!

ANG LAMIG..brrrrrr

2007-05-25T04:17:00.000-07:00

CRAP!summer's over na..for the past few days its been pretty cold!sarap matulog
it'll be colder for us..with our bassist and kabarkada na aalis na...by this time alam nu na kung sino xa...haha..dude,we'll miss ya..mga kalokohan natin..kaw lng pumipgil sakn pag may mga kagaguhan akong gustong gawin..haha...sa dami mo namang tinulong sakn!haha..sa mga wlang katapusang jamming natin..sa mga kalupitan mo sa basketball..haha!!EDUDS!!..slamat..

tama na ang senti...PANTERA naman.haha..new addiction!!pantera..though alam ko na yang band since 13 ako..ngaun ko lang tlga sila pinakinggan as a musician..dati soundtrip ko lang yan..may bands kasi na pang soundtrip ko lang..mern ung pinag aaralan ko...2lad ng FOB..i just like watching them..pang sound trip ko lng dn un...WELL YAN LANG

darkness turns to light

2007-05-16T06:31:00.001-07:00

A love lost,
and none gained.
should i pay the cost,
and experience the pain.

i want to be alone,
and away from you.
you indeed have a heart of stone,
and there's nothing i can do.

i hide from you in a box,
it's my shelter.
it's the only solution,
to make things better.

in this place,
i keep my pain and suffering.
There are a lot of ways,
to make your heart stop beating.

it suddenly turned dark,
the cold wind started to blow.
It seemed i was in a park,
playing with snow.

i wondered why the sky was black,
a voice answered me.
LOOK BACK!!,
i saw my self hanging from a tree.

it just had to be this way,
i have to die.
it's the price i pay,
for giving love a try.

just before i and my life,
everything became brighter.
so i dropped my knife,
and wore my sweater

now i see a lady,
who's sent form up above.
she came to save me,
and did it out of her love

TRAVIS BARKER!!!

2007-05-13T04:13:00.000-07:00

ive been thinking lately..and tingin ko gus2 ko pang mag improve sa pag ddrums!!
kaya un sakakaicp ko..mga ilang gabi narn ako nakaka2log with my sticks..its as if theyre part
of mah body..then "TRAVIS BARKER" popped out sa utak ko last night..parang mehn!!bkit ang galing nya..iba xa compared sa other drummers he's like ang galing!!..pero hands down to mike portnoy ur still mah idol!!ang gagaling nu..bsta i really want to copy the style of travis drumming!!sory for the term!!pero ang galing nya wala na ako ibang masabi he's so goood...
may point na nga minsan na i dream about him!!!sa sobrang greatness nya un..haha!!I WORSHIP HIM!!!haha...basically thats what ive been up to lately!!

new love

2007-05-11T03:42:00.000-07:00

my love's like a red rose,
sprouting underneath the moon.
It's something that's new,
like this beautiful tune.

She has raised me up,
revived me from my death.
I will be with her,
until her last gasping breath

You are my pillow,
to hug and to hold on.
now i know,
you're my strength to go on

never worry,
and don't cry.
for i will love you,
until the seas go dry

Now i know,
you're my real choice.
cause to you i can only show,
my only true voice.

when will it pass?

2007-05-10T04:32:00.000-07:00

i always wonder,
why wont the pain fade away?
why should i even bother,
and waste every minute of the day

Screw everything you've done,
i regret spending time with you.
at first it was fun,
now i regret saying i love you to

Please stop messing with me,
its never fun.
wait until i get my revenge,
i will shoot you with a gun.

our gig..first ever

2007-05-05T19:17:00.000-07:00

last night may 4 2007 our band had its first ever gig
astig nga eh..haha!!it was at bridgeway bar in marikina....we played alongside giniling festival,hansom,blueboy bites back,and a few other amature bands
pangalawa kaming tumugtog..ang galing nung na unang banda sa amin..sila jao..the shift...nung time na namin..it all went good..until i broke one stick..our first song was cant stop by RHCP..haha..si edward ung kumanta nun...
ang galing!!wooohooo!!haha...ang cool...tapos next song..SNOW...simula maganda parin..pero nung nuholog ko ung high hat..2 beses..then another stick gone..3 sticks in one day..tae..sabi ang lakas daw maxado..well thats how i roll..haha..
ang galing talaga..next is let this go by paramore..we had peng sing it!WUHOOO!!!
haha...it was a pretty good show for first timers...hehe...i hope many more opportunities to come for us...haha...galing ni jus nung gabing un..haha..well we stayed until trumugtog na ung giniling festival..ang galing..gus2 ko ung holdap na song...haha!!fun super!well un lang...too bad ndi ko na2loy ung gus2 ko gawn...by the way andun si avy haha!!la lang....

guh.poems and more poems

2007-05-03T01:56:00.000-07:00

i regret everything
the love you gave me
now just a painful sting
look, you never made me happy

end my suffering
slice her head
it'll be a happy ending
with you dropping dead

there are somethings that i didnt mean to do...

2007-05-01T19:17:00.000-07:00

i didnt mean to write stupid things about you..that day i was just really pissed off...so as my out put i wrote things about you..coz at that time i really felt na niloko mo lang ako..pero totoong nasaktan ako sa lahat ng mga ginawa mo...haha...minsan na regret ko nga na nakilala kita...pero kung nabasa mo yung mga nakasulat dati sori..

uhmm..message ko lang to para kay *** sori!well it was 2 days ago nung natulog ako kila ren ren..
eh tinxt ni ren xa...tas nalaman ko na tingn nya soobrang galit aok sa kanya..haha!!
aus lang yun..kung galit ka rin sakn..tagain mo ako..tas wag ka ng tumawag ng kahit sino para tulungan ako iwanan mo nlang ako dun so i will die a painful death!!haha!!well sorry!1

why do i feel so worthless

2007-04-26T21:56:00.000-07:00

damn..everyday that passes only makes me feel worthless..that no one will ever accept me for who i am..last night i talked to some of my former classmates...they told me na ive changed so much...di na ako ung magulong gian na kilala nila..di na rin daw ako ung maangas na gian na kilala nila..sabi nila..."why do you always wear black?" sagot ko...cause my lifes so empty..i dunno why i became like this..and they saw me last night sa starbucks...katipunan it was mga 1 am na..tanung nnman nila...naka black ka nnaman...di ko na pinatulan umalis nlng ako..soo nung naka tulog na ako..i had a dream about them..they were all swimming in blood..haha!!astig...tapos alam mo ung tipong namamatay sila isa isa...ang sarap nung feeling ko nun sa dream na un..parang haha sa wakas nag ssuffer na rn kau!!..MOTHER FUCKING rich kids..all they do ais ask for this and ask for that...well u dumb mofos..heres a message...haha...try earning some the hard way...and i had some classmates who thought they were soo good in playing the guitar...haha they were in the dreams to...i dunno they were vommiting blood..into the pool..astig no..haha..sana nga that drea would turn into a reality!!

TIRING!!

2007-04-26T05:02:00.001-07:00

guh...woah..another tiring day has passed...nag practice kami ng band..ewan ko bkit parang super stressed ako..di ko alam bakit...parang di na nga ulit ako marunong mag drums..grrr whats wrong!!!
well nag practice ng mga songs para sa event na tutugtugan namn sa may 4.hehe...last night was also cool!!di kasi ako makatulog...so i asked mom to buy MAMI sa kowloon house...ang sarap...pero mas masarap ang usapang mag ina..di pa ako nakakapag open up kay mommy sobrang tagal na..grabe..haha...well nung naka2log ako...wala akong napanaginipan astig..well ang dami kong sugat sa arms..haha!!!astig...nung gnawa ko un wala akong naramdan...weird!mern akong urge...na minsan guymawa ng s2pid stuff...di ko alam bakit..ang dami ko ring poems..na puno ng hatred..hahaun lang thats what ive been up to..

guh!!!ang sama ko talaga!!!

2007-04-25T06:54:00.000-07:00

I got emotions deep inside
too violent for me to show
here death and anger hide
for you are now my foe

These are some words of wisdom from mike!!!god i hate you so much...damn
Kagabi nanaginip ako na mag ka hawak daw ung mga kamay natn
sabay,bigla nalang daw akong 2migil tas tinulak ka..
nag taka ako kasi nsa gtna tau ng kalsada bkit nahulog ka...
tas kinuha ko daw ung part ng brain mo na nag cocontain ng memories natnt
and i removed frommy brain all my memories of you..
then i ask my self
IS THIS HOW MUCH I HATE YOU!!!<>
Ngaun ko lang na realize na all our lives are screwd up..may mga taong manhid talaga..sasabihin nilang mahal k nila pero di naman talaga...you think youre so perfect..pshhh..heres a message for you!!!YOU ARE FUCKING STUPID..haha...you want to get into a relationship with out commitment man thats fucking dumb.well go waste your time drooling over HIM..i would never get mad at him..coz he's my bestfriend and i trust him more than you..haha!!call me evil but its true..if only i cud curse my whole life to never fall in,love to girl like you!!..those nights when i attempted to kill my self were all because of you..sana pag bayaran mo lahat ng mga gnawa mo..sana wala ng ma inlove sau...SIGURO NGA SOBRANG NABULAG AKO..shit kung alam ko lang pala na pinag sisinungalingan mo na ako nung simula pa lang sana pala nag pakamatay na lang ako...If i attempt to kill my self..first ill call you..and ask you to meet me in a feild..you should wear green...haha...and when i take my heart out and i bleed so much gus2 ko maligo ka sa dugo ko..haha!!>:)...SHIT THIS IS GETTING MORBID!1

but there still something good in me..THANKS FOR CHANGING ME! RAE!!
niloko mo lang ako kaya ganun!!SCREW THIS WORLD!!!

shet!!

2007-04-24T06:06:00.000-07:00

i hate you
thats what i have to say
i should hurt you to
then run away..

the scars on my arm
blood on the floor
happens when i self harm
cause of the girl from before

hate you
i don't know why
i have n clue
maybe its coz u made me cry

2007-04-14T05:56:00.000-07:00

awwww mehn sayang di kami na2loy...grr..dapat tutugtog kami knina..sa opening ng sportsfest nila edward..pero di na2loy...sayang nga eh...mas masaya kung na2loy...na pagod nga kami sobra sobra..kung san san pa rin kami na pad pad.haha..una nsa joc kami nag ppraktis..haha..tas nag CS kami..tas pumunta kami kila peng..para kunin ung tix and ung dvd ng ONE TREE HILL!!!haha..

ASTIG KAU THE USED!!!

2007-04-10T16:43:00.000-07:00

Bakit kaya ang galing ~~namin~~ nila pala..haha..ang lupit nyo mehn!!haha!:))

gus2 ko ma2lad sa kanila..main influence ko sila ngaun..aside from +44,MCR,Red Hot Chili Peppers,Metallica

why would i waste time on some person who's only going to hurt you and leave...i hate that!!kung sino man ung tinutukoy ko mag isip ka naman..sana di mo nlang gnawa un kung sasaktan mo lang ako..sana pala nag concentrate nalang ako sa music!!haha!!para maging ka2lad ko tong mga toh!!:))

DUDE!!!wassup samasama magkakabanda!!!

2007-04-09T04:56:00.001-07:00

samasama tlga ang mag babarkda and magkakabanda...we just cant get enough of eachother!!
bsta laging masaya pag mag kakasma kami...syempre..di mawawala ang nonstop naming jammingan..
malamang..nandun kami kay...(guess who!!!) malamng kay markd na mahal na mahal naming lahat..mahal namin ung khit lagi lang naming napag33pan...nag basket kami malamang ako nmumuno!!!tapos nun
nagpunta kami sa NMTC..not our usual hangout pero astig..for the past few weeks nag karoon kami ulit ng addiction sa CS..COUNTER STRIKE..pero wla parn ttalo sa RAGNA dba mga mehn!!!!haha..tapos kumain kami sa pinaka astig na restaurant!!

MANONG FISHBALL THE BEST KA!!!

after ilang kain..umuwi na si taro..swimming daw eh..haha..welll umuwi na sila.at tumambay na kami sa bahay ko...andun kami sa terrace namin..nag aaabang ng sunset ng biglang may "den den den" may ice cream! haha...tnakbo tlga namin..nkabili narn..at natapos ang araw..sa isang magandang sunset astig ba!!!mejo nag senti mode kami nun..haha!!!